It has been a crazy few weeks. I found out that I was pregnant Sept 14th. After the shock set in, my life went into a spin of organizing, cleaning, and planning. On Oct 6th I found out that I miscarried. I then went into a spin of unplanning the next 9 months. In my heart, something just wasn't right about the pregnancy. I really think God was preparing my heart and just holding me close. I didn't cry when the sono tech told me at the doctor's office the bad news. I didn't really cry for few days. It has been a very tough four months and I was afraid that if I cried, I wouldn't stop. Everything did catch up with me though. I think it was a combo of hormones and stress. I had a good cry with Will and then I was on the road to normal. I really do feel back to normal now. I thank my friends and family that have prayed for me, called, and sent emails. It really did make a huge difference! I feel like God carried me right through this using all of you! As much as I love my children and the one that miscarried, how much more God loves me..His child! Wow! What a great thought. As a Christian, I do believe life begins at conception and that I will see this child in Heaven...another great thought that really helps me.

David and Victoria are as funny as always. David likes to go outside all the time. he brings me his shoes and my shoes and then stands at the door. He loves to run around the yard, swing, and play in the sand. Victoria still wears her Ariel costume everyday. She is learning a few songs and likes to sing them to me. She can sing the chorus to "Big House" by Audio Adrenaline and "A Dream Is A Wish Your Heart Makes" from Cinderella. She gets a few words wrong but that makes it really cute. She asked me a few fun questions this week. "Does chocolate milk make poo poo?" and "Does water make tee tee?" I thought those were good life observations and also kind of funny.

I am in the middle of organizing my scrap supplies. It was the last clutter from the office move three months ago. It is so much that I kept avoiding it. I just don't know where to put all this paper, ribbon, stickers, etc. I see a huge ebay sale in my future.